Why, Can't You Eat? - Chapter 42
Translator and Editor: Effe and Yonnee
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Chapter 42
“Uhhng… Ah, ahhh. Ares, do you, like me? Huh?”
“Heuk… Kuhp, I li, like you. Nngh… I lik… keugh!”
The manhood that was still inside let out its load again. The sudden movement resounded loud enough to fill the room. My body was so hot that I was drunk with pleasure, but my head was not. Why was I asking such a thing?
“Then, why do you like me?”
“Good, go, huu, good reason…?”
“Because you had your first time with me? Because I’m beautiful? There must be no reason.”
Stop. It was a relationship that started by sleeping together anyway. If I wasn’t a succubus, they were people I wouldn’t have met in the first place. Had I not been a succubus, there would have been no need to wear the ring, and there wouldn’t have been any need for me to return to the palace that day.
Ares’ words seemed to stick with me somehow. Because that was exactly what I usually thought.
Almost as if pleading, I constantly tried to shout for this to stop, but no voice came out. I twisted my back, looked down at him, and urged for an answer.
“Hmm? Tell me. Why did you come to like me?”
“I like the Lady. That…”
Please. Please stop. Please.
It was when Ares opened his lips with an excited face. Please.
“Stop, it!”
“That, huh…?!”
A scream erupted from my mouth. And I swallowed my breath, feeling the heat and pleasure much more distinct than before.
“Lady?”
“…Ares.”
“Oh, oh?! That, right now, huht…!”
I got up slowly. The thick tip of his member snugly caught at the end of the hole and came out. And the s*men remaining inside flowed down thickly. Somehow, my stomach churned. I looked at Ares, who looked at me with a puzzled expression, and reached out his hand.
“I’m sorry. Please forget about that.”
“……?”
“I’ll take this out.”
“Uh? …uh? Huhh?! No, no! it’s okay!”
“…You said you wanted to take it out earlier. Never mind.”
“No, no, no, no! Huuhk…!”
I sat between his struggling legs tied to the tentacles, carefully grabbing the ring out of his a*s, then pulled it out slowly.
I was angry and annoyed. I don’t know why, but somehow it was too laughable. Surely it must have been forced, right? It was a situation that would normally be insanely embarrassing, but it didn’t matter. On the contrary, I even felt sorry for Ares, who said it was okay even though he had been subjected to this kind of thing.
As I gripped it with my hand, one of the beads popped out of the reddened hole, and Ares gasped for breath. It looks like it will hurt if I take it out all at once. I bit my lip and slowly pulled out the beads one by one.
“Huhk, uuhht, ha, uuhh-ugh…”
“Does it hurt? I’m sorry. Are you okay? I’ll do it a little bit slower.”
“No, N… no… nngh.”
How long was this? Seven beads the size of a fingernail came out, but not all of them came out yet. Each time I pulled each one more slowly, Ares’s breathing became heavy. A few more marbles came out, but I felt it stuck into the hole as I applied strength.
“Ares. I think this is a little big. It might hurt, are you okay?”
“Hu, huuuu…”
“I’ll take it out right away. I’m sorry if it hurts.”
Covering his face with his arms, he couldn’t speak properly. He seemed to be crying. And it was the moment when I hurriedly pulled a little harder and pulled it out to release him of the pain.
“Uhh, huwaaack!”
WIth no idea how it got in or how I came up with the idea of putting it in, at the same time as a marble the size of half my fist came out, Ares’s waist bent over and he climaxed. The manhood right in front of me was taut as it poured out s*men.
“…H-Hey, are you okay?”
“Hu…uh, ah …”
Seeing him trembling, unable to breathe, my face burned with embarrassment. I threw down the beads soaked in the cloudy liquid and approached Ares. The brightly glazed eyes were shrouded by a fog. He seemed out of his mind enough that drool flowed from his gaping mouth.
“Ares…”
What to do? I looked down at Ares in a restless mood, but his eyes slowly closed. Surprised, I put my face close to him, and fortunately I heard a wheezing breath.
“…Ha.”
It was then I let out a sigh of relief and lowered my head. Afterwards, I realized that I was naked. My face grew pale. Even though no one was watching, I covered my chest with my arm, and I cleaned Ares’ body, my own body, and the bedding. And I wrapped his body in a blanket, but I hope that when Ares wakes up in the morning, he wouldn’t be surprised that he’s naked.
“I’m sorry.”
It was really messed up. Looking down at Ares, whose eyes were dewy, I apologized and bit my lip, knowing he couldn’t hear it. And when I returned to the room through the mirror, I realized that my body was not in bed.
“…Really, why are you doing this?”
I wanted to cry. I don’t know that my reflection in the mirror makes me feel so unfamiliar.
“Don’t worry, don’t be anxious, don’t be afraid…”
I recalled the friendly voice I had heard in my dream again. But this keeps happening over and over, is it really okay?
“It’s okay. Don’t hate me too much. Because it is also ‘you’.”
As I was crouching down, the words suddenly came to mind. I know too. The succubus’ personality was, after all, still ‘me’… Even so, I didn’t want to have that kind of body!
Panting for breath mixed with misery and sadness, I raised my face. In the mirror, a pale, absurdly beautiful woman was crying.
I had no friends. Even if I went out, all I could do was go for a walk alone and come back or read a book under the shade of a tree. Even if someone spoke, the conversation did not last long because there was no one around.
No one paid any attention to the ubiquitous and uninteresting girl, and I was actually more comfortable with it. Until I became a succubus and my life changed, I was a quiet girl who no one knew by name.
“I have loved you ever since. Ummm, Lily?”
“…I’ve never talked to you And my name is not Lily.”
The same thing happened every time I went out, so I didn’t leave the house at all. There were times when I was offended by people who didn’t know who I was or knew anything about me just because I looked beautiful.
At that time, my mother said, ‘Everyone tends to pay more attention to beautiful things. Of course, my daughter has a heart as beautiful as her face,’.
But that was wrong. If I had been as pretty at heart as my mom thought, would I have tried to get the ring back to the point of embarrassing people like this? In fact, I said I didn’t want to harm other people, but that’s not the case now.
I hate my own self whenever I lost my rationality and panted like an animal that craved only pleasure. Thinking back on that time, it’s still terrifying, but I wondered what I would do if it really happened. And the moment I got used to it, I was holding on to it for fear that I would become a real succubus as soon as I got used to it.
I’m really sneaky. Endymion said he likes ‘Lily’, but I didn’t understand it. I couldn’t understand why he liked me because ‘Lily’ wasn’t attractive enough to be loved by anyone. I needed a reason to be convinced, but I also didn’t want to know.
Ares said that he likes the ‘succubus’. I understand. Because she was beautiful and even for the first time anyone saw her.
I thought he had a bad taste in women, but it was a given. But that’s why I didn’t want to take it very seriously. It’s obvious that he likes the look of my face.
A cynical bark of laughter came out. I didn’t like it when people couldn’t see my face, and I also didn’t like it when people saw my face. I don’t get it even if I think about it, but what about other people? So today, I was really angry and I had to admit that I was angry. ‘You’ were right about that too.
In the end, ‘I’, the succubus, was nothing but a substitute for the words I wanted to say and the actions I wanted to do.
I went to the commanders because I didn’t want to sleep with men I didn’t know. It was out of my control, but I forced them into this relationship in fear of rejection. As soon as I heard that he liked me, I went to see him and slept with him. I tried to hide my identity because I was afraid that he would be disappointed if he ever found out about ‘me’.
But at the same time, I kept making mistakes because I wanted him to know. I said that I had to endure it, but eventually came to visit him at night and tormented him.
This time, when I heard the word ‘I like you’, I even asked him why he liked me again.
How can I be so terrible? I buried my face in my lap.
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doll
i’m waiting for the emperor to join the harem lol
Jjpatch
Ah yes! I can’t wait for the harem to develop more 😭 I’m glad we’re learning more about Lily’s relationship to the succubus